EROTIK-AHHH: Lauren Engel < LENA THE PLUG >

Lena Nersesian who goes by the name Lena The Plug has the brains, the booty and the body. Studying Psychology in college she is known for her stunning curves and has become a force and body-positive fitness advocate. With more than a million fans across her social media the YouTuber, as vowed, has made and released a sex tape with Jumper’s Adam 22.

"People can say what they want about me taking my clothes off and it not being honourable or respectable but it’s like is it more respectable of me sitting behind a desk and doing something I hate for $10 an hour? To them, I’m just a stupid girl who wants to take her clothes off and should literally drink bleach and die; those are things I’ve read. Coming from a psychology background, it makes me think what does that say about how people feel about women especially for women who are sexual. It’s terrifying. I feel like one thing I really want to represent is that girls can be sexual and they can be intelligent and that’s okay. I get so many comments like ‘that’s so crazy you just recommended a book to us, you like read and you’re hot?; and I’m like oh my gosh what a profound idea, I can’t believe people still think this way. I just want girls to feel nerdy and sexy to be like oh yeah I can be both and that’s okay. I feel like so many girls dumb themselves down because they feel like that’s how they’re supposed to be. I don’t know what I want to be remembered for yet. I was listening to this Ted talk, someone said ‘Be the person you needed as a kid’. I feel like, if I can do something that can make someone happy even just for a day and if that just takes a message then there’s nothing wrong with you because you’re sexual or just because you have a bigger body. Snapchat allowed me to leave my first company. I don’t understand this, why is it so weird that you if your clothes off? My following became so big, and people who ran private Snapchat companies came up to me and were saying ‘this is a great opportunity for you’. I didn’t really want to work with people who were going to take a large percentage from stuff. I thought to myself that if I really want to leave this company and do my own thing, I really want it to be like my own thing. I met someone online who had been doing the private Snapchat thing for a while and then he jump-started me and helped me build my website. Then, we became business partners. The feeling like with my first Snap on my private Snapchat and knowing that people had looked at it was like ‘Oh My God’. After I left Arsenic, I moved in with my dad, I’m so sorry dad. He didn’t know who Lena the Plug is at all. I lived with him for 10 days, I decided to do the private Snapchat in the bathroom, in the shower. I took a few shower snaps and I felt good, I was like ‘I look hot, people are paying for this? I look fantastic’. Supposedly, someone told my step-mom who then told my dad who then who looked at my Instagram. I was getting ready to go out one night, I wasn’t wearing a sexy outfit or anything and he was like ‘Where are you going? Who are you going with?’ and I was like ‘Oh wow where is this coming from? This is so bizarre.’ And I’m 25 and then he said, ‘You’re going to work for Verizon and delete everything that’s on the internet.’ He doesn’t know much about the internet to know that ‘that’s impossible’. Verizon because they have good benefits, that’s what parents care about, the security. They want you to work for companies who give you the 401K’s and I thought my happiness mattered more than the 401Ks. I might regret it in 10-20 years but right now I don’t care. Plans aren’t a big part of my life. I don’t know right now but I think I want to start doing live streaming stuff. I definitely want to do more stuff with workouts, body image and talk about those things. It is kind of hard as it’s still a work in progress for me. There are days when I wake up and have these horrible thoughts about my body image and I’m like ‘Okay, wait you know better than this.’ It’s hard to make a video being this figure that’s trying to promote healthy body image when it’s something I still struggle with. But, I feel like as long as you talk about it, it’s still important, I just feel like a lot of people don’t talk about it but it should be talked about more. I mean I always wanted to be skinny, that was the most important thing and all I wanted. I realized through having sex with Adam, in front of other people, filming it through my Snapchat, we kind of like being watched. We’re definitely not scared, sometimes we’ll film something on my Snapchat and we’ll watch it and think ‘Damn, that’s art, it looks good.’ I just see it as another fun sexual experience reaching more than 1 million viewers. People think that it’s so weird that Adam and I have this open sex, involving other people. But, it’s really fun and new and filming our sex is like trying out a new sex toy. It’s like adding something else to the mix. We sometimes include other girls. But, I just want to have sex with Adam, it’s weird and gushy. I know what I like. I did an interview with AVN and they were like you should come to AVNs next year. We’re not on the ballot or whatever but we were invited like a real porn star would be."